Monday, June 30, 2014

The state of being free

This is my storm
I'm at the
Eye of the hurricane
In a broken
Picture frame....
What does it mean
To be free???
What does it mean
To get these
Chains off of me???
The meaning of
being free is...
Making sacrifices...
To get these Chains
Off of me is...
Being all that I can be
This is my storm
I'm no longer
Against the wall
I'm learning
To stand tall
You can push me
But I will not fall...
As I look back through
My life I feel like It's
Still a journey now that I
Feel light.... BOOM! The
Chains has fallen
Now that I know
That I'm FREE
I will be one step CLOSER
To my DESTINY

Gorgeously Tina

Saturday, June 28, 2014

Confused

Confused
You spinning round and round
In my head
Did you really mean the words that you said??
Cause I've been
Shattered, broken,misused
Depressed and confused
I just wanted to love you
And give you my heart
But u walked out the door
I'm frustrated, hurt and torn
My heart is afraid of the pain
So show me the truth
Should I stay or should I go??
Now I'm seeking the anticipation
I'm lost in confusion
I want to be happy
But want to spazz
I need ANSWERS!!!
You've abused my love
After I given u most of me
But it's fine i guess....
I'll just do me I will survive
Because I'm a strong teen
In the mist of confusion
I still find PEACE!!!

Gorgeously Tina

College

There, before me, stands a world unknown
I try to look beyond these 4 walls alone
However, it's daunting to stand on my own
For it shows that I am almost fully grown
There are guides who have shown me the way
But what am I suppose to do when
They are really far away
They have not only taught me everyday
but they helped me get time where I am today
I might have to move a great distance
And live another existence
I will have to learn to do so
With little resistance
And make it through with
Some persistence
Although it's but another place to learn
It's the very something I yearn
Therefore I will get something
I want to earn
But for now, I must wait patiently
For my turn

Gorgeously Tina

Life

Life
In a world filled with changes
Each and everyday
You worry about being judged
For what you for and say
Life can hurt you in many ways
And friends may walk away
Life is Nothing but a moment
But it comes and goes
just like the wind
But we all have an appointment time
Till we meet the end
Better make the most of it
live your best life everyday
And say what you need to say
Now looking into the mirror
I see to my surprise
A completely different
Person starring into my eyes
The careless little one
That I use to be
Is now becoming a strong teen
Just trying to survive and be
Free as she can be


Gorgeously Tina