"Fly Before You Fall"

Life is like a crossword puzzle where you have
To find the letters to create the words to inspire
The moments given unto you but when you began
To realize that all we have is now so you choose to
Make the most of it, sometimes you will get lost
And constantly thrown into storms but you should
Be grateful for them, because they can teach you
Life lessons that will have you get it together and
Pull yourself out, there will always be something

Worth you going through in order for you to be
Stronger then when you went in, so count all your
Blessings and become proud of all your tears for
Everything happens for a reason, but never give up
Or give in because the future is constantly unclear
It is time to walk out of any form of darkness that
Is holding you back from what you want in life
And start to face the world all on your own some
things tend to change but one thing that is true is be

Who you want to be,always stand tall as if  a fire was
Below the surface trying to set you free from all the
Burnin' inside of you and your tired of standin' on the
Edge when it is always a long way til you hit the ground
It is time to spread your wings and fly by lettin' go of
Everythin' holdin' you back from accomplishin' your
Dreams and try to make it come alive but when it gets
Quiet and the fear begins to mess with your mind as you
Are screamin' inside for help loud as a bomb feelin' like

A puppet trying to break away but when you believe in
What God has blessed you with and began to have faith
In yourself once again then you can make this world realize
You are an entity which is not bound to any limits......

"A Love Unknown"

Whenever I come face to face
To talk to you I catch myself
Gazing into your eyes, as if I
Am met with the beauty of a
Thousands diamonds but as
I allow your spirit of love and
Beauty flood my body, I further
Realized that you are no longer
Just my friend, because I see
Through to your heart which
Tells a story worth more than
The eyes can ever wonder you
Make me feel unforgettable, like
A memory that is down to the
Very wound a soldier from the
War needs patch up in order to
Stay alive, although I am not
Perfect but yet still looking for
True love as if maybe the wolf
Is in love with the moon and
Each month it cries for love it
Will never touch but yet you
Broke the insecurity barrier with
The best kind of love that will
Awaken the soul and makes me
Reach for more, which plants
Fire in my heart to bring a peace
To my mind and hope for forever
As the stars align and we met by
The great design, couuld it be that you and me are the lucky ones??? Society portrays the image of love
To be blind, but when I met you Instantly blew my mind.....

Where Are You Now?!?!?

Why did you leave me when I
Was young?!?! You claim your
A man but yet you walked out
On your own responsibility, to
Take care of your daughter and
To provide a special bond, a bond
Created between two not meant
To be broken, but when I think of
How much you missed out on me
Growing up into a beautiful young
Lady I stop to question, why was
My mother and I not worthy enough
For you to even continue to stay???

Why couldn't you stick around to
Show me the love that all father's
Are suppose to show all daughters?
The more I question or beat myself
Up for your ignorant decision the more
I hate you for now making it hard for
Me to welcome any male who tries to
Step foot in my life, but this shows you
Never loved me like you claim to because
Love is not a virus that infects you but a
Choice, you've made your decision almost
18 years ago but yet you stole my very 
Own opportunity to make a one but left
It to be thrown in a forgotten creek as
If I was never meant to be apart of your
Family, when I lost you as my Father

I somehow then lost a part of me, but
When trying to be free from all emotions
You've stored inside of me is all I ever
Need, my mother would remind me that
I am "A unique antique" when I go to sleep
I sometimes dream of you handling a gun
At my heart, ready to pull the trigger to
Forget that I was even born.....it's time
You understand what you left behind is
Worth more than the ashes in your heart
So as I continue to face the trails in this
World and continue my own horizon with
The broken pieces that you have created

To form a beautiful picture left to be with
Undefeat always learning to discover her
Own individual path but I thank you for
Allowing me to know I can make it on
My own without any help from a man but
The little girl inside of me still cries out
For her father to come rescue her from
What scares her but yet she's hoping and Praying that he'll soon return......

"Exhausted"

My heart feels so clogged that the thoughts
Of my mind tend to vanish without a trace
As if they have never been born before I'm
Tryin to find the missing piece of me the song inside of me I get side tracked by your promiscuous ways of trying to make me happy

Though I've been searching for some long
Time, searching for hope, peace, and some
Piece of mind...the pain will never go away
It is as if I'm at a gun range but yet I'm the only target it is time I stop letting people
Tell me that I'm not strong enough I have
So much to give that I'll never give up on
My light that shines bright as the stars

So, I gotta go, you gotta go your own way
This time I'm leaving I really mean that
It ain't that I don't love you no more but
Its is only getting worse and now it is just
A burden I don't want to carry no more I'm
Just exhausted I'm tired of feeling like nothing like them other guys I'd believe you
Once again falling for them lies.....

I gave you another chance I swear I tried
If this was love a blind man could see with his own eyes I think it is time we call it quits
And end this look at the pain you put me
Through I should've never trusted you to
Come around I was crazy over you because
It was a certain way you made me feel but
Not anymore your words weren't real that
They cut me so deep at the heart to the
Very point where I grasped to ask you to

Breathe the breath of life back into my
Body again...we wasn't a picture because Someone was always hurting, you said you'll
Treat me right but I was blinded from the
Start while you was filling up my head I was
Looking for love instead but you ain't stop
To see how I feel but it is fine you weren't
Lying when you said you ain't shit you just
Told me you loved me just to play with my
Mind and I'm just damn exhausted,

Tired, and fed up with endorsing more pain
I'm throwing in the towel and leaving you 
Behind with all the rest of my thoughts of
You and us to be burned in my head leaving
A bigger but yet deeper hole then when you
First had found me...

"The Uncertainty Of A Broken Heart Lost In Love"

Love is like handing someone a gun, having
Them point it at your heart, trustin them
To never pull the trigger...I feel I'm more
Criticized more then I'm in for and often
Times I ask myself what the hell am I even
Im for?? Is it for love???? Because I am
Willing to give that but at the end of the
Day it is not willing to give back....

The words cut so deep that in fact my heart
Feels scratched in the results are a battle
Scar I can't live with a broken heart so I
Mend it and pretend it no longer hurts me
The higher you build walls around your heart,
The harder you'll fall when someone breaks
Them down it's always the same game but just with different contestants

With everyone who leaves I feel they take a
Part of me with and barely leaves me enough
To put myself back together but if love is
Truly real a blind man can see with his own
Eyes and never ostracized I'd rather walk in
The rain with someone who truly cares then drive in a foreign car with someone who treats
Me like an option

You put me way through to much and I can't
Forgive you that easily you've done so much
My smile has erased I got fed up with all your
Lies, hurt, and deceit that causes my heart
To live in turmoil because your words cut Deeper then a knife and I need someone to Bring me back to life you watch me bleed until I can't breathe as I start to shake I Fall on my knees....

Your mouth is like a flame you lured me in
And I couldn't make sense the pain but your Bitter heart cold to the touch and now I'm
Left seeing red on my own I use a needle
And thread to get you out my head its time
Our memories wind up dead as I finally say
Goodbye to the man that was never real from
The start but tried to play me like a damn fool

"A Lost Soul Willing To Survive"

Just look into my heart it is not perfect
But it is worth being seen even though
It's broken up inside I still give my all
And dedicate my life to the passion that
Lives inside I can not afford to let my
Guard down and be left feeling alone
In this world any longer but it is time
I become my own hero I feel that all
My hope is gone and there is no strength
Left to carry on I use to be afraid of givin
Up when the roads gets to tough but life
Isn't about waitin for the storm to pass
But to learn how to dance in the rain so
It's time I dust off my wings as I rise and
Shine a light on what it is worth because
Perfect is a disease of a nation and I need
To know that I am super larger then life but
My deepest fear is not that I'm inadequate
My deepest fear is that I'm more powerful
Beyond measures I ask myself, who am I not
To be brilliant, gorgeous, talented or to be
Fabulous?? But yet who am I not to be???
I was born to make manifest the glory of God that is within me and as I let my light
Shine, I unconsciously give other people the
Permission to distract me from my destiny 

"Life Is Only Just A Walk Thru"

Nothin on this earth will ever become
Permanent things tend to change while Others stay the same and We may ask The question the aspects of life but all we need to know is that it does not stop For no one...the time period that we are Here is for us to find and create a Lifestyle that makes us happy 

As a teen growing up in this dangerous Place we call a world there is a price With the life that we choose everyone Has a story to tell but sometimes you have to face the trials by yourself there Is always a chance of takin the wrong Road and everyone can laugh and Make you feel like you can not grow

But do not give up it's not the end of the world because we live and we learn even when times get hard it's all just temporary art but it's time we finally understand that people have yet not changed since time has began we are all fightin for the same reasons to be successful, happiness, pride to breathe the same air and to have a sense of 

Belongin but we will never reach these goals with the acts of violence, racism, and judgements but until we can cease these issues society will never become together as one but all we can do is keep movin on and to encourage ourselves to enjoy our time we have here until the time comes to leave this place because after all your walk is thru and everything is officially over because what's here isn't your greatest gift just what you gather from here determines your true destiny

"It's Time To Walk"

I will remember the day my core pigeon heart
Got lost in the wind because it was a message
That did not know how or where to carry and
One by one the voice has fallen as silently as
A folded piece of tissue not wanting to decrease
The truth I will no longer crack my face into the
Fullest crest in the tapered bottom of a moonlit
Sky and let you tell me lies just so we can start
Back all over again

All you seem to care about is who, what, when
And why...what do I got to do to prove to you
That I'm still in love with you life gives us plenty
Of opportunities to shine and I will no longer
Focus on you and waste my time this life we live
In we only going to regret the chances we did not
Take so I will not allow your stupidity spell of your
Precious love blind me from being successful... my
Lord and saviour knows what is best for me

I will not allow you to come between me and my
Blessings you will no longer have authority over
My emotions I know what I need to do and everything
Will change now when did  become bold enough to
Engrave my thoughts and pain in marker hopng it will
Bleed through your body until it is permanent as if my
Heart is poetry then I only want you to remember the
Lines about the love of my natural scent

All stories have an ending I will always believe in the
Portraits of disaster even if it never beings you said
You would never treat me like the guys in my past but
How am I suppose to breathe when your to stupid to
See the things your dong to me I need some life support
I can't take this anymore I'm sick of being a victim of
Love when your the criminal I counted on you but yet
You wouldn't even save me I'm tired of feeling like I
Have been burned within these four years I'm going
To move on without you so I can finally successfully
Reach my life destiny....

"Final Goodbye ✌"

You promised you would never hurt me
My heart was lost at sea before I met you,
You swung around to pick up my heart and
Watch it explode like a ticking but you left me
Alone to pick up the broken pieces you created
You put me through way too much and I can't
Forgive you that easy I wanted to be your
Everything but trust me now I don't want to be
Nothing I deserve so much better but you tried
To play me like damn fool....

But yet you can't show me I'm worth more and
Swallow your pride I think it's time you get up
Out my face because you will soon be Replaced the broken pieces of my heart leads  
To a trail of pain, sorrow, and heartaches
Everything I didn't think of came out true it
Really wasn't worth it giving you my heart and

You didn't deserve it not gonna trip no regrets Just a lesson learned now I see that you were
My downfall I dont want to hear your voice
Because I don't care what you have to say it's
A little bit too late because ain't shit and I'm Not going to waste my breath on you but now
Leaving you alone I know I dodged a bullet so
I need you to keep your distance because what's real lies within the heart and now I Know what's real isn't you.....

"Keep Your Eyes Wide Open"

My name is a song so I call myself pages,
So I can write my own story into the only
Way I could ever own but it's time to hold
On to the real because in the end that's all
That really matters I'm about to make my
Way, heaven help me keep my faith nobody
Knows what we go through even though we
Often wish they were inside our shoes I'll
Make them all believe my story....

I'll finally listen to what's been calling me
All it takes is letting go of whatever people
Think of me when I get my heart involve
And decide to let my guard down people
Tell me lies this world is full of signs from
The moon to the stars in the sky like a seed
In your blood makes you look up and start
To question What's up, why you deal with
So much stuff???

When your heart is cement it's hard as a
Brick your soul is worth more than dollars
And cents the concepts may seem extreme
But this world is a dream, there's a dream
That burns deep inside of me and I can't let
It go I've made up my mind I can't give up
The devil believes in God, so what does that
make you??

Nobody sees the struggle they only see the
Reward they say they focus on peace but
only create more war nothing is really what
It seems even with lies and deceit so it's time
We all stand out and break away to be free
Because in the end happiness is what we
Really can't live without.....

"What Superhero Are You Worshipping"

On this christian journey that we all are facing we may encounter some obstacles that will try to prevent us from reaching Jesus at the end of this race along the way the road will get challenging our bad situations will become our good we just need to always remember who is in control in some areas we tend to struggle with being bold for our saviour but, How do we expect to bring in more christians, if we can not be bold? The daughters of Zelophehad was bold enough to ask for their fathers inheritance, So Why can't we

Be bold enough to say who we decide to worship with?? In times of need we pray and ask God for help because he will never leave nor forsake us but rescue us from our enemies, some christians are inclined to only
pray when they are only in trouble but always question why so much pain we always need to pray for God's help as well as worship him in spirit and in truth also in trial and tribulations, How do we think God feels when it's time to worship him and we don't give him our full attention?? A time is coming when true worshippers will worship

The father in spirit and in truth, for they are kind of worshippers the father is seeking, Is it possible to know who is sincerely worshiping God from who isn't?? God is a spirit and true worship lies within the heart, when our inner heart attitude is right, then we are truly able to worship him in spirit and truth we all understand that life is hard and everyone can use a superhero no Matter what happens to us in life, God is always with us even if we tend to loose everything, God can not be taken away from us as well as he is always watching us and nothing is out of his control, so today I ask you Whose your superhero???????

"Nuevo Comienzo"

The phrase "Nuevo Comienzo" means a new Start I'm at a point in my life where it feels like Fire and flood I want my dreams to be really Successful and to fly as well as to keep the Realness and sincerity Inside....as I step into an Unknown World of darkness and kiss the light goodbye I realize that what I thought about myself continues to disappear within time my Mind is blind because I can not see past the Destruction I've made in my life it's time to Focus on the peace and myself and not Everyone else my mind tends to wonder my Heart is growing weak I can not hold on any Longer so, take this knife away from me as I try to Find an opening I'm continuing to hurt as I fall further in darkness as I say to myself "God Is my refuge and strength, an ever-present help In trouble" I know dark nights may come and Somedays the sunshine will not show but here Is a chance to create a better future because after all I will only regret the chances I didn't Take..So it is time to let go of what's holding me Bound and plant my feet on solid grounds and Begin to create my new ending because I am Now set free

"The Cultural Issues Of The World"

When I think of the cultural inequities of
This world I do not hesitate to feel that no
Matter how empowering women may seem
Our existence was designed to never stand 
A chance the abuse and rape cultural is the
Worse cultural that our children can learn from 

It teaches our females that it is our Responsibility to not get rape and that 

Short skirts and smile is asking for it but 

It teaches our young men that men will be Men And that there is nothing wrong with it Is always verdicts like these that makes me 

Very numb to my own anger including the 

Crazy fact that our injustice has lead us to 

Trusting the police more than we can possibly Trust our children the part of young black men
Are treated as problems way before they are Treated as people but in this dangerous place We call a world it forces them to become a man Before they even really need to be but throwing Our black men to be confined in a Correctional 

Facility to only make them better it is also Important to remember that prisons do not 

Fix broken people it just breaks them even Harder also it is hard to say that you can not 

Possibly love someone whose been at the 

Very edge of the knife or at the barrel of the Gun and not have enough love to go around for Someone whose holding the weapon I will 

Never apologize for how I feel about the Complexity of a subject as this or even as Complex as we are but I am saying if we so Happen change the community our children Live in so that it can teach them to unravel Themselves from our cultural inequities it will Continue until there is no more material left... 

"The Will To Keep Going On"

It's important in this life that we follow 

Our hearts and achieve our dreams and Aspirations the eyes are useless if the 

Mind is blind but always remember you 

Can do anything you set your mind to even 

If you feel like you have no place to go and 

Your just living on some hope and no one 

Really knows what's really going on or how

You feel inside or even your feelings that you

Try to hide.... sometimes in this life we may 

Feel like it doesn't matter if we are here or it 

Doesn't matter if we are dead then we are left

With the question, what am I suppose to do

In the cold cruel world??? It is time that we 

Learn that our Father,God, will never put more On us then we can bare but we are at the Starting line of the rest of our lives and it is Time to be ready then we have ever been let Us put the hunger in our eyes the prize is ours To win now we are waiting on our blessings Before you hit that open road so let us spread Our Wings and Get Ready, Get Set Go.......

"A Sweet Melody Of A Broken Heart"

My heart beats up a beautiful song

As my life reveals it to the world

As if it symbolizes poetry then 

The last poem I wrote is a broken 

Crumbled up memo and you were

The journal I hoped to fill my days with 

Until the all of the space ran out 

The depths of my soul cries out

As I try to place the broken pieces 

Of my heart back together and 

Stop to question the very existence 

Will it ever end????? Or even

How did it even begin???

I'm stripped of my secrets, open

And bleak it blackens afar into

The half-forgotten creek that 

Leads to a gateless garden an 

Open path for my feet to follow

And my precious heart to hold

My heart misgives as I vow 

For your love and I pour myself

Into a soft refrain, if my heart fails

How am I suppose to breathe

If all my heart does is bleed 

When you're too stupid to see 

What you're doing to me, plz stop 

Makin it hard to breathe, so Im willing

To paper crane all your pages

Until they levitate into the sky

Like the stars til they finally

Discover when they turn out 

The lights as I remain in a 

State of loneliness.....

"The Poison Of Humanity"

The poison of humanity has
Taken over this world and
The poison of humanity should
NOT be applied but society plays
A role In our everyday lives....
They give us this system
But if you dont fit in this system
Then you become ostracized....
Everyone claims they want to
Be FREE but yet no one has took
A stand or voice their opinions
Instead of dissolving the solution
Humanity is making it worse
We are taking lives of each other
But yet we claim we are equal
We are killing each other but
Yet we claim we are family
The Poison of humanity will
NOT stop until someone
Becomes a leader and stop
Being a follower........ we
All ask and want the same
Thing but what have we done
To prove we want out or a change
We are letting society stereotype
Us and take over our lives but yet
WE PROTEST ABOUT FREEDOM
It's time we stay FOCUS AND STOP
Questioning our sanity because
It causes us fear and despair
We need God, the father, the
Son & his holy spirit for repair
Until we all come together as
One and put an END to all this
We will never beat the systems
Of society and that will cause
THE POISON TO LIVE ON!!!

The Unspoken Deep Trends From Within

Words can't explain the
Feelings that you've awoken
The words are so tangled
It's hard to be spoken
I get so nervous around u
You, my heart skips a beat
To your to your melody
Can you help me emotionally
And set me free?????
I'll keep on Waiting for the
Perfect love because I believe
It has to be deep as an ocean
The kind of emotion that will turn
You inside out and leaves no doubt....
But love takes time because it's
More than a feeling it's love that
Will began to change my world....
I'll still aim for your attention
Hoping you'll understand my true
Feelings that are always shown
Right in front of you everyday
You said "I like you" then I said
"who" in my head I was thinking
that came out of the blue but I
Feel so safe when your with me....
Who says it wasn't meant to be
But your my #1fan in my world
Besides my mom You explode
My heart like a ticking bond,
So I refuse to leave this world
Until you are officially mine,
The more, We talk the more I 
Melt into your arms and find
Myself into a deep trends
Wishing it will never end
but I hope we last forever
Or at Least awhile and
make amends..............

"Go Not Far From God"

On this earthly journey
Winter storms may come
We go through the darkness
So we can get a glimpse of
The horizon sun and
During the storms people
Come and go you learn
Some lessons but with the
Help of GOD he'll be there
Don't ever say he won't
He is the true and living
One to deliver you out of
Any situation...Never turn
To no human for guidance
Real guidance comes from
A whisper not a post on any
Social media but God, the father,
The son & his holy spirit....
The Bible is our counsellor
And advisor to helping us
Thru every situation and
Sometimes we may have to pray
Prayer is the lock and faith
Is the key that unlocks the
Door we are always overcome
With worry because we don't
Understand the power of our GOD
We sitting around looking and
Hoping for a saviour but Jesus is
That saviour, he bled and died on
The cross & all he asks is that we
Love him, confess with our mouths
And believe in our hearts that Jesus
Is lord and we shall be saved.......
All we have to do is believe and
Devote ourselves to him because
He calls us his own so take
Your heart, mind,and soul and
Give it to him and trust that
He'll never let you go....
Because he said it in his word
And his word never changes...

"The Unjustice In The Real World"

When the Storms of life
Is raging you look
back and forth through
Your memories wondering
What the future holds for me
People say the grass is not so
Greener on the other side...
How would they know
They must've gone....
Why is the world full
Of lies, the black man
Died because of a white
Man and his stupid alibi?...
But to find out the future
You must remember the
Past the boy who cried
Wolf learned his lesson
Now he's six feet under
But with his blessing...
That blessing is our father
No man comes before him
And no other...Kids over
Thinking its' just some fun,
Soon their going to trip on
Life and that's no pun......
We surround ourselves with
The Justice System but I once
Heard someone ask "Where's
the Justice?" In reply to that
Question that's just how the
System works, if so why are
we still here?....Struggling
Through life and our biggest
Fears distance is only miles
Not where the heart tends to
Lay, my relationships keep
Rewinding I want it to stop
And not play............