"Dear 2014"

2014 has been such a 
Crazy year for me...it was 
Fun but it had good and bad times 
This year has been filled with 
Deceit, heartaches, sorrow, 
Frustration, Irritation, confusion
It never stopped there it kept on 
Getting worse even when things 
Got a little better it always seemed
As if it was to good to be true 
I've lost lives of my loved ones 
That i thought I'd never loose 
Anytime soon....after it all I 
Was left with emptiness inside 
But as I kept going through the 
Year trying to keep my head held
High there was tons of violence 
Going on around me....it really 
Showed that life is too short and 
That we should appreciate what's
here because one day it'll all be over 
And with all that kept surrounding me
The emotions of Betrayal, Pain, 
Complication, Judgement, disrespect
 And trying to find the good of it 
All was beginning to become very 
Stressful but overall this year has 
Been a wild experience that affected 
Me emotionally, mentally, and physically
I've cried and laughed....it was all exhausting 
And flew by fast I had lessons and blessings 
But mostly I learned a lot about myself and 
The ones I called "my friends". I thank 
2014 for allowing me to see how much I 
Can take before reaching my breaking point
And for the Learning experience....